sweetpea820

1) I love the movie "The Crow" and have a poster of Brandon Lee, but can't put it up on my wall because it freaks me out.

 2) I love boys who wear make-up, but you probably knew that.

3) My mother is trying to drive me nuts, or at least to drink.

4) I have a half-brother and half-sister, who I haven't seen since I was at least 8yrs old.

5) I dropped out of high school and got my GED.

6) I'm in the police academy and would like to work for Clearwater PD possibly.

7) I haven't met very many men that don't annoy me.

 8) I would like a child or children some day, not now though.

9) I only like alcoholic drinks that taste good, sorry not beer.

10) I don't like exercise or vegis.

11) Robert Smith from The Cure is God, he's the reason for number 2.

12) Yes, I'm a daddy's girl, so sue me.

13) I don't like History.

14) I'm freakin out about driving in school.

15) Mental illness runs in my family on my mothers side, I should probably be medicated for something.

16) I hate writing papers, I'm not very good at it.

17) I'm 5'2" and a quarter, when your as short as I am yes that quarter counts.

18) I'm a 38D and yes there real.

19) I don't like large crowds, going to the mall at Christmas on the weekend is a no.

 20) I don't regret quiting high school, I feel if I hadn't quit I wouldn't be the person I am today or know the people I know now and that to me is more important then going to prom or doing normal stupid teenager stuff.

Okay so I have to tag 5 peolpe here we go:

may_aka_ed because I would like to know more about her.

girbox because I bet your life is more interesting then mine.

dexyuo because you were suppose to call me and didn't.

for_immortality because I realy don't know you other then we both like MCR slash.

jinglebells62 because I haven't heard from you in awhile.

I am so glad this week is over between work and school...mixed with no sleep...this hasn't been a fun week. Well I took my first test in American Government last week and all I know is I passed...he's going to e-mail my exact grade. I could have found out in class , but I didn't want him to yell it I front of the whole class. This Mon. I also have another test in Humanities 1. I have an essy I have to do over the weekend that's part of the test, but I think I'm going to do two essays...one for extra credit, I need all the help I can get in this class. Also for Hum. I have to go to a freaken museum... Ojoy back to Tampa "shivers". I'm just glad in about three weeks I'll have a much needed vacation...well not exactly I'm just not going to be at work for nine days.

I really don't give a crap that it's Super Bowl Sunday, mostly because I don't like sports and I have a test on Tues.It's my first one in American Government. I should do ok as long as he doesn't expect me to know ALL 25 Amendments, I know the first 10( you know the Bill of Rights, I never knew that till this class I guess that's why I'm in it to learn). I'm also trying to take a math quiz online but the server wont connect( weird I've never had that happen before). Well that's all today I have to try my math again...I hope I can take it today I've been studying since 10:30 this morning.

So what do you think of my new settings,can you read the page any better? Let me know.

I haven't posted in awhile because I've been too tired. Schools alright I have my first test on Mon. in math so we will see how that goes. Work is well work lots to do and not enough time to do it in. The whole mother thing is a trip , she started a job and went through two weeks of training and when she graduated,only half the group graduated,she quite that Fri.Right now she is in Tampa going to school for her insurance license, this is her last week so hope fully she will start with the company in the next couple of weeks.That's all I'm going to bitch about today, I have to go get ready for work.

I am so glad I have the next three days off of possibly more...The scedule wasn't up. I need to sleep all day tomorrow. No work no school no dueing anything but sleep.

It's after 1am and I'm up I have tobe at work at 7am but they really doesn't matter to most people...expecally my mother.( Read more... )

Last day of my first week in class. Kinda glad it's over but glad I got through it too. I've decide to drop Comp 2 for now. I'm going to take it in the summer. Taking four classes with three of them supporting that darn gordon rule is too much. I just can't see writing 6,000 words in four months.I hate writing to begin with so that just wont do. But that's Ok just being in school is enough. Besides it was an on line course I still will be at school three days a week.

Ok so here is how Mon. went,sit down and pull up a chair this could be awhile. ( Read more... )

Ok so this is my first entry thanks to P for telling me about LJ. I've never kept a journal of anykind...except the one in in fifth grade, but I was forced to have that one and all I did was drawl in it. I've been sick for over a week now....some kind of virus,but am starting to feel better. In just over a week I am going to start school again...freshman in college. I was in my freshman year about a year and a half ago. My courses were online though so I didn't have to go to campus. Going back to school may not be a big deal for someone my age but... and this is a big but... I haven't been in a real class room in about 7 years. See I went to a private school for sixth, seventh, and eighth grade. I then went to a public school for my freshman year of high school... a big deal because the school I went to I had been chosen to be in there magnet program for Criminal Justice. Here is were things get complicated see I never did good in school socially... I was very shy and hated crowds...still do but I've gotten better. Going from a private school with about 230 kids and only about 20 per class and then going to a school with over a thousand kids and in one of my classes there was 40 kids... big difference.So my point is I freaked after about a week of school...only going to school for 3 days out of that week... I couldn't take the constant panic attacks so I quit. I got my GED started working and took my college courses online. When I started college my major was business. Now ask your self why someone who has an interest in criminology makes there major business. If you can't come up with an answer nether can I. That would be why I quit for over a year... no interest at all in what a business degree could bring me. Now I going to pause here for a moment and apologies for this being so long I have about 21 yrs...oops I just gave away my age owell...of frustrations and fears that I've bottled up and this Is only one of them. I should probably be seeing a pro but my issue not yours. Now back to my school thing so now I'm going back to school with a major change... now my major is Criminal Justice and I want to go to the Police Acadamy...big step. I know everyone around me is shocked when I tell them what I am going to school for , but for the first time in my life I DON'T CARE. Now don't get me wrong I respect everyones opinion I just need to do this for me. So wish me luck and I promise to make my next entry about another one of my issues or not after all this is my journal.